Doing Hard Things

9 April 2010

Our theme this year at HOPAC is “Do Hard Things.”  It’s based on the Bible verse in 1 Tim 4:12 which says, “Do not let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.”  The secondary students also read through the book written by two twin teenagers called DO HARD THINGS.  It’s been interesting to see some students this year rise to the occasion in their actions, deeds, and words, and to truly make a difference in Dar es Salaam.

Doing big, hard things are really important.  They stretch us and take us out of our comfort zone.  They are noticeable and people can say, “Wow!  Look what you’ve done!” at the end.  But sometimes, I think these big things are the easiest things to do.  They ARE seen by others, and we get acclamation at the end.  They are obvious and, while tough, can make a big difference in a noticeable way.  And it’s often “one giant leap” off the cliff into the unknown.  Though it’s a big deal, it’s soon over and life goes on as normal.

The small things, the everyday choices, the minute by minute decisions, are the ones that I personally struggle with the most.  And I’m finding that these are the ones that really promote change.  The little, daily thoughts, choices, and actions shape and form the foundation of who we really are.  They are what our character comes out of.  As someone once said, “What we believe we live by; all the rest is just talk.”  Ouch.  Personally, I’m better at doing the things that are big, noticeable, and attractive.  But when I’m behind closed doors, and it’s just me and God, it tends to get a little HARDer!

SO…  It’s not just about moving to Africa – it’s trusting in God in the day-to-day situations for family to be alright in the States, for safety, for the friendships He’s providing me with, and for “enough” of Him to make it through one more day!  It’s not just saying “I’m going to trust God for my future.”  It’s fighting the doubts moment by moment, the urge to question God’s ways and wonder what He’s doing, choosing grace and love and rest in His arms rather than fear.  It’s not just saying a prayer at the beginning and end of the day.  It’s lifting up all the big and little things that God already knows about, but wants me to tell Him anyway, all through the day.  And letting His peace wash over me when I finally give it all up to Him – for the moment!

So, I’ll be honest.  I covet your prayers.  I need all the help I can get!  But sometimes, I think it’s the little things that I need your prayers for the most... one day at a time!!!

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Also... PLEASE remember that I want to hear from you, too, both about what's going on, and how I can be praying for you!  Whether it’s big or “little” things, I want to know!!!